um, hello. it’s been awhile.

i’ve been so busy.  wow the last time i posted was in july?
that was also the last time i was on my desktop.
time flies. 

i’ve quit my internship.  so now i’ll have more time.
although it was a tough decision to make, i really feel like i followed what my heart told me to do this time.  at moments like this i’ve always followed the more logical choice but for some reason, my gut instincts were telling me to just fuckin quit and cut my losses.  although it wasn’t a total loss. 

i learned how a big veterinary hospital works, i learned that i love ICU, that i might end up with an ulcer if i specialized in surgery, the importance of being social with co-workers and how vet. interns are treated.  (LIKE CRAP).  god, i never knew there was so much shit talking behind co-workers backs.  i found that to be an incredible waste of time and energy.  i don’t know why it was so rampant there. 

and then i celebrated the untimely end of the internship by catching a show at iridium jazz cafe and then spending the entire next day at the spa with my friends. 

he sang “my funny valentine” and my heart melted. (i thought of him.)